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concert stuffs [Jul. 10th, 2006|11:57 am]
666_hydeist
[Current Location |Earth]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |Secret Letters~ Haido]

... ughh.. Theres so much to say.. I can't even say it all... We got there at 1:30 pm... there were already about 100 people there. We waited in line, until.. 6:45 ish... Met some awesome people ^_^ and finally we were inside... We got into the 2nd-3rd row, so I was pretty happy. There was no air-conditioning.. go figure? It must've been 100 degrees in there, and there was no oxygen lol. But do you think I cared about that? Hell no XD... When they finally stopped playing that gay music and Hyde's opening band "The Blacklist Club" came out on stage, things finally got hot... For starters, I got PUSHED right into the front row... go me XD They were pretty good, they had some catchy melodies, and the lead singer had a kind of high voice.. but I liked em I guess =D.. He kept asking if we wanted to see hyde XD... you can only imagine how loud the screaming was. Plus, The speakers were literally a foot away from my head... So my ears were really distorted, and sometimes they sounded like a chipmunk =/ -shrug- Buuut.. When Hyde finally came out XD..... It was soo loud! My ears are probably still ringing... ok maybe not but XD.. It's stupid of me but I can't remember in what exact order he sang all of the songs.. But he did do My 2 favorites, that I didnt know he was going to sing..

He sang: Jesus Christ
Made in Heaven
It's Sad
Countdown
Hello
Hideaway
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
Evergreen (dist)
Sweet Vanilla
Midnight Celebration
Season's Call
Perfect Moment
Dolly
Faith
Unexpected (dist)

Not in that order exactly XD.. and please KILL ME NOW If I missed one.... Hiroki came over like... 4 times-ish.. and dripped sweat all over us XD KAZ came over a couple times.. and hyde came over twice I think *was too amazed to count*.. I could've touched him if I wanted, he was close enough, but that bodyguard looked scary XD. *sigh* I should've done it anyway though =/ I'm still too amazed to remember every detail, so I'll keep reposting as more things pop into my head... ja, ne~
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Art of Life [May. 30th, 2006|09:32 pm]
666_hydeist
Well Heloooooooooo~ ^_^ ahh, Today I finally got my CDs in the mail.. and amongst them was an X Japan Best ~fans selection~..... I can only say that Art of Life is possibly one of the greatest songs ever written. At an unheard of 29 minutes long, I sometimes have to force myself to finish the song, but it is so great.... X Japan only played it live once.. I dont think any band would ever dare to try that.. and the Live version exceeded 30 minutes. The song is so captivating, starting with a slow melody, then jumping into some hard rock, the usual X Japan guitar solos and jumping back into the slow rock, then hitting the hard rock again until Yoshiki's piano solo comes in. now it may sound like he's just randomly hitting notes, but let me tell you, this is an extremely advanced solo, and I've never even cracked a smile listening to the randomness of it.. That's talent, that solo.... ^_^ Then the song goes back into the hard rock, and Toshi's singing continues.

Download the song here:
X [Japan] - Art of Life


The lyrics took up two pages in the book, and are as follows(I typed these from the original lyrics booklet, if there are typos, then thats how it was in the book ^_^;):

Desert rose
Why do you live alone
If you are sad
I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of time
You knock me to the ground
I'm dying of thirst
I wanna run away
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain, I'm waiting for you
Can't go back
No place to go back to
Life is lost, flowers fall
If it's all dreams
Now wake me up
If it's all real
Just kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
I never wanna feel more pain
Run away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyes
Time goes by like tears
My emotion's losing the color of life
Kill my heart
Release all my pain
I'm shouting out loud
Insanity takes hold over me

Turning away from the wall
Nothing I can see
The scream deep inside
reflecting another person in my heart
He calls me form within
"All existence you see before you
must be wiped out:
Dream, Reality, Memories,
and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
I only want to hold your love

Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
"the earth"
Shout and start creating confusion
Shed your blood for pleasure
And what? for love?
What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Past and future prison my heart
Time is blind
But I wanna trace my love
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart

Art of life
Insane blade stabbing dreams
Try to break all truth now
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
Keep on crying

Close my eyes
Time breathes I can hear
All love and sadness
melt in my heart

Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my walls

You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
You can't say "No"
Only turning the wheel of time
With a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
from between the bricks
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the end of the stage
and
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of life
Do I try to live, Do I try to love
in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
Nobody can stop
Im running to freedom
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded

Close my eyes
Rose breathes I can hear
All love and sadness melt in my heart
Dry my tears
Wipe my bloody face
I wanna feel me living my life
outside my mind

Dreams can make me mad
I can't leave my dream
I can't stop myself
Don't know what I am
What lies are truth?
What truth are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Wanna to live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life
I try to stop myself
But my heart goes to destroy myself
Tell me why
I want the meaning of life
DO I try to live, DO I try to love

Art of life
An Eternal Bleeding heart
You never wanna breath your last
Wanna live
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I'm feeling for
A Rose is breathing love
in my life




..A wonderful song, full of emotions..... *sigh*

^_^
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こんにちは(Hello!) [May. 25th, 2006|01:19 am]
666_hydeist
[Current Location |my room]
[mood |relaxedrelaxed]
[music |Merciless Cult - Diru (Dir en Grey)]

First entry ^_^ (well on this account anyway) sorry its so short! I'll give a full introduction next time =)
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